Feeling like I?ll never understand this
all the things I hate about myself
the mistakes I made, I never planned this
every time I?m good, there's something else
realize I?m always over thinking
never learned just how to let things be
search inside myself to find the answers
I am not the man I want to be.
look inside of me, tell me what you see
pick it apart tell me what you see
just don't you give up on me
and I don't feel the same in my own skin
and I?m fed up with battles I can't win.
Constantly in fear of isolation
is someone after me? I just can't tell
never felt like leaving myself open
living life, depending on myself.