And I've had a hard time
With my reflection
You think I don't suit it
But I think I'm broken
The fingerprint smudge
On the family portrait
But I guess someone has to be
The disappointment
Poor life choices
And lying through my teeth
'Cause I could never let you know
That I can't afford to eat
I know exactly what it looks like
I've just wasted twenty years
But I can still make you proud of me
I was just a kid
I knew no different
I was just a kid
I knew no different
I remember
The splinter on the wooden door
Of my old bedroom
Surrounded by so many like it
But still completely different
But you don't look at life like me
I never see just another face
I'm obsessed with their stories
And memories
But I admit
I wish I knew just how to change
I'm sick of feeling
So fucking ashamed in my own skin
I was just a kid
I knew no different
I was just a kid
I knew no different
Surrounded by so many like it
But still so completely different