This struggle's
Enough to get carried away
Drown out in the oceans
I'm locked here inside my head
Try and float away
To ease the pain
But my anchors
Keep me at bay
I feel like there's nothing left
There's a gun to my head
It's driving me crazy
I'll hide away and
Pretend that I'm dead
And let you all win
I love playing victim
So tired and ashamed
Of what I became
Tuck my tail between my legs
And walk away
Give up on everything
I'll hang my head in shame
I gotta' break
I've gotta' break free
I feel like there's nothing left
There's a gun to my head
It's driving me crazy
I'll hide away and
Pretend that I'm dead
And let you all win
I love playing victim
I'll dig myself a grave
I'll hide away
Bury all the pain deep inside
I'm living a lie
After a lie
After a lie
I feel like there's nothing left
There's a gun to my head
It's driving me crazy
I'll hide away and
Pretend that I'm dead
And let you all win
I love playing victim