[Verse 1]
I know
She hates my friends, so I let them go
I know
She hates my clothes, so I had to trade them all
I know I'm not myself, it's true
Just like the water in the desert, I am an
[Hook]
Illusion
Illusion
[Post-Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one; fuck it, I surrender
[Verse 2]
I know
I'm uncomfortable with things that I don't know
I know
I hide from myself, oh, she told me so
I was afraid you'd leave me lonely
Just like the sunset over water, I'm an
[Hook]
Illusion
Illusion
[Post-Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one; fuck it, I surrender
[Bridge]
But now that you're gone
My reality was good enough
You may have left a mark on me
A reminder I'm not an
[Hook]
Illusion
Illusion
[Post-Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one; fuck it, I surrender
