Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
To, I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just want
To be part of something, I just want to be real like you
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Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, ifeel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my
Favorite disease
Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come, undone, show me, teach me, the way to
Heaven, cause no other way can, I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when
I wanted to, I just wanted to to be part of something, I just wanted to be real like you
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Closer, closer, closer to you, I need to be closer, I have closure, and get closer to you,
Every step I take...
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And I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, love the
Way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me