[Verse 1]
Clear your head, so self-centered
Yet you're very well read
Leave your bed, all that oil gonna kill you dead
Got my check, lost my center in a deep mud debt
I know you're upset I'll stop it, I'll quit
[Chorus]
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
I'm forcing myself to get better by Fall
Will you be there if I fall?
[Verse 2]
I never seem to have it in line
I don't think you've ever seen me fine
Give me space, make me pace, let me whine
Saving face at the cost of what I owe
Getting big, watch the clock where'd the time go
Cut it short when I'm scared of what I can't grow
All these loose ends that I can't sew
What do I care, what do you know
[Chorus]
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
I'm forcing myself to get better by Fall
Will you be there if I fall?
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
I'm forcing myself to get better by Fall
Will you be there if I fall?
[Bridge]
I'm sick of all the wack shit you're getting into
Think I'll bounce, I gotta go
I'm stuck inside a place where I can't love you
You feel the vibe, I think you know
There's not a single place that I can go to
Without noise that I chose
I'm stuck inside and my stomach's throwing up now
From yellow pills and purple glow
[Outro]
Hold me down
Help me drown
