Waking up on the floor
With no one else in the room
I never felt like this before
I just hope I'm leaving soon
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness
Tell me one last time
How I never tried
Was so close to breaking through last time
Thought that I'd be sheltered
By nothingness, by the lack of consciousness
But I lay here awake
Too afraid to dream
Cause if I might have to face myself, I'll buckle at my knees
Tell me one last time
How I never tried
I've seen the light
But never felt this close
Pushed my pain aside
Cause I could never give it to those
Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
Displaying my debts to the world
I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate
Tell me one last time
How I never tried
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness
And tell my brother he'll be fine
Featured lyrics
