I was fighting nothing
You're so God damn impossible, it hurts
I fall on the purpose and all my worth
I’m at my worst now
I was starting over
I walk through the city and come undone
I count on the seasons to fill me up;
They fill me up now
And what if I need what I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Now I'm six years older
I walk past the feelings of giving up
Spent days all alone in Central Park;
It’s like I'm getting closer now
But I'm still hanging over
Still cut from the plight of a former love;
I swear that I needed it all
I leave everyday with my faults
Run away, I wanna run away
A feeling that I couldn't stop
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
Maybe I fucked it all this time
I breathe in the open air
All of my words will run out
All of my nightmares are heavy
I scatter them out on the ground
You can see through my broken stare
Lost in the color of the sound
Even if I wasn't ready, the silence is coming now
I feel the weight of it, I feel them all
I see the long road winding down
I feel the pain in it, I feel it all
I see it almost dying now
And I slow down, I am so so down
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