So much abuse from you
I've taken it so easily but now it's just not right to do
With time standing still I take a break - I get away
Reminisce on times I've spent with you
Waiting for you takes too long
But that's the bullshit I've depended on
It seems I'm running faster, but falling slowly - where did I go wrong?
Things used to be so perfect
Everything was worth it
I saw life from another point of view
But now I'm thinking here again
You act like nothing has happened
Like no ones heart is getting torn out from inside
I'm wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you
I find it strange you're so easily amused
But I'm still holding on and saying goodbye to you
"things are different now. they'll never change" you say
Well honestly I'm better off without you anyway
You can destroy me with your mind
And tare me from your heart
But in the end you'll always be the one who falls apart
I'm wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you
I find it strange you're so easily amused
But I'm still holding on and saying goodbye to you
