What if I told you I wake up screamin and swingin, dreamin that I'm fightin Demons Dreamin I'm swingin on heathens, competin and schemin To eat every piece of my peace when I'm sleepin, need a priest and a deacon I'm speakin to preachers, tell 'em I'm only at peace when I'm drinkin I'm sinkin deep into hell thinkin I'm fiendin for freedom Cause bein in a well isn't good for my well-bein A walkin zombie I be comatose Nobody loves a nobody who probably overdosed In the lobby of the Omni Hotel, probably find me with an empty bottle of Oxy Shakin like a earthquake's inside me or I caught the holy ghost Wonder if therapy could take care of these monsters Before I kill more innocent people than Jared Lee Loughner! They spit on me, shit on me, society kicked on me, hit on me 'Til I was sick and exhausted, flipped and I lost it Off hallucinogenics, they usin a clinic, I saw Lucifer's image The elephant in the room are my skeletons in the closet
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep Wake me up before I'm dead, don't bury me, with monsters in my head Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head And underneath the bed, underneath the bed
I always see 'em out the corner of my eye Scared to death to fully see 'em but I try, I just wanna ask 'em why They follow me around and they reply when I hear a sound or they walk by And give me a chill I can't explain, it feels so strange, is that a high? My anxiety's at an all-time high One second I'm good then I flip a switch and I'm thinkin I might die! These dizzy spells are so annoyin From the outside lookin in y'all think I'm enjoyin myself, I need help man I'm destroyin Every positive force, with all these negative thoughts How can I find happiness when I can't remember it's lost? I do so many temporary things to smile for just a minute Hat low but not for style, I'm tryin to hide under my fitted Dawg it's wild, you wouldn't get it! Try my best to make e'rybody laugh, but that's just a disguise, I'm really Timid Somebody make these feelings go away, forget it, that's my problem Y'all go 'head - I hate these monsters in my head
Uhh, it's lights out like where the Amish stay Pappy you can't tax me, I'm like Wesley Snipes in the sovereign states I'm a survivin walkin oxymoron, obviously I can say That I am alive and I'm tryin to die this way Y'all on y'all faggot shit, I'm on my draggin my Magnum clip With monsters in my head like Earvin Magic dick Niggaz (dessert) me like eatin after the entrée But I'ma keep it 3000 like after the André I've adapted to a private life, yeah right Me sayin that is like sayin I'm shootin dice on a floor made out of dice I made out alive this chaotic life I just figured just quit givin dick to trick bitches and stay out of fights But I'm on my high snortin You see this (Monster Ball) is like seein Halle Berry and Billy Bob Thornton It's fuckin classic! As far as rap I wish I could wrap it in plastic and stick it up your fuckin ass Cause, I'm a monster!
Take heed to what I'm givin you, the beefin is habitual He just ridicules, wants me in critical, will appease and get rid of you Maybe the only thing I seek is biblical When the scars are internal when the bleedin is invisible Got a friend named depression, a pill I take to relax him But when he regurgitates it the aches you just couldn't fathom Got a few talents, but lookin for a new challenge I'll let you walk in my shoes once I find a (New Balance) With faith I stand peaceful, I know e'ry man's equal So I'm playin with the (Monstars) like a Space Jam sequel Give 'em two choices, since they don't wanna do the least They 'em they can get off my dick, or renew the lease Persevere though my bed is corrupt, expect I give up When left to destruct, but I give less than a fuck! Sit back comfortably, react to what they want with me The bright side is they keep an insomniac company