So I've blown it all on cures for pain and I've learned to regret the choices I've made. I want To stay awake for days until the sunlight washes over my face. Forgive, forget, all of our broken Promises, we run to lose it all. These days are darker and they draw me in. I left a trail, but No one missed me. In the end I'll blend in with a shade I've been, but where should I begin, if I Want to learn to forgive? I felt a chill in the air and you turned as I said your name. A glance Turned to stare and you hardly knew my face, a blank page, an empty safe, things will never be The same.