I am living life just day by day, not worried about prices I might have to pay. Right now I'm just living life for fun. But days become weeks, and weeks become months, and soon those months will add up. What kind of road is this I am taking? People say my choices are poor, but I say I'll do better in the future or more. Some person I'm turning out to be. But it becomes obvious when I can stop and see, that this is not the person who I'm meant to be.
Oh dear God, I'm living my life wrong, I'm focused on worldly possessions when You are my all. So reedeem me, help me turn my life around, I'm sick of putting things off when I can make the most for You now. For now I see, now I see, this is not who I'm meant to be.
At first I thought it would be easy to change my acts, but now I see I am falling back. I'm not gonna be able to do this alone. When alone everything seems ok, but around everyone else I go their way. That sure wasn't the right thing to do. It's hard for me to try to make things right for it seems no one else wants to step into the light. Which makes it even harder to make a stand. When around other it's hard to take a step long and I always end up commiting wrong. Whoa, what's happening to me? But it becomes obvious when I can stop and see that this is not the person who I'm meant to be.
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