I have never
And I never will
Amount to anything
All I've done, All I will create
Falls by the wayside
Sometimes I think about what I'm worth
I curl up, and feel the water cover every inch of me
I care so much and it kills me inside that you
Will never feel the same of me
If I went missing
Would you even notice?
You professed a love to me
I confess it broke me
Your back is turned on me
Until you fucking need me
I listened to your violent tears
But if I fucking disappeared you wouldn't care
I never wanted to die
But more than ever I wish
The ground would open beneath me
And Hell would swallow me whole
I'm embarrassed and ashamed to wear this skin
I hear them laughing at me behind my back
I sense their twisted smirks
Ugly thoughts
They love my pain
Slipping into darker shades of melancholy
Can you see it in my eyes
Deep rotting fear
I have never
And I never will
Amount to anything
All I've done, All I will create
Falls by the wayside
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