[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
Excuse my language that’s a hang up on how shitty I been feeling
I’m sorry I feel no attraction I know that it’s been a minute
[Verse]
Yeah (Cause I've been so alone for so long)
All I do is sit in my house by myself
By my wealth (Ooh, yeah)
And I wonder if anybody really care about my wellbeing
Like, if I die would anybody really come out seeking? (For me?)
It's been a while since my phone rang ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Think I'm about to start a motherfuckin' loner gang (Ooh, yeah)
But it would only be myself
Man I wish that I could fly away
Book a one-way ticket to the better days ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Back then when I would suck in all my classes
I could see my friends with forced interactions (Ooh, yeah)
But we graduated, now they got jobs and they're busy
I'm just playing Xbox and I feel shitty (Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Man I don't wanna say it man, this shit is formulaic
I wake up then I go right back to bed an then replay it (Ooh, yeah)
Music used to be my escape
Now it's a nightmare
I pray to God but he don't answer my prayers ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
But I'm living
Been growing up
Spotify blowing up
I should be happy, right? (Ooh, yeah)
I should keep rapping, right?
My fans'll be clapping, right?
If I didn't try none of this would've happened, right?
Yeah ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
I got kids who looking up to me to be a role model
Feel like I let 'em down when I down another bottle (Ooh, yeah)
So I put down the bottle
[Chorus]
All I do it sit inside my house all day (So alone for so long)
Sometimes I wanna change (Ooh, yeah)
But I don't ever change, no, no
All I do it sit inside my house all day ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Sometimes I wanna change (Ooh, yeah)
But I don't ever change, no, no ('Cause I)
[Outro]
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Cool, 'cause, in real life
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I'm a shit, I'm a loser
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I'm a fucking [?], ok?
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Life has made me its bitch
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I'm not doing a good job at this game
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
This [?]
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I don't know the rules, I don't know the tips, ok?
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah)
I don't have the, uh... You know?
('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
I don't have the toolkit, alright?
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
[?]
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I don't have the program or the keyboard
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah)
So I suck shit
I suck shit
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