[Hook:] Even through the joy I feel the pain Even in the sun I feel the rain Even when I'm high I feel the lows
Like that's all I know Lord knows I can't complain But even when I do it feels the same I'm getting high just to fight the lows, cuz that's all I know
[Verse:] School girl, cool girl You dressing s*** and your mama is a cougar So she let you do the grown folks thang Let you hang with them boys and they play you like a fool girl You got your new hair, it look so good You write the same niggas name in your notebook You know the same one frome class, the one you let smash Now you see him 'round school and he won't look Now girl you is fine, ain't no doubt about it But why else you think he hit it and forgot about it? It's cause your mind don't match what your ass got But cheer up, you gotta be your own mascot You see your lookin for a man like you need somebody Get your ass off of Twitter, you could be somebody! A Doctor, a Rock Star! Baby live life! But you rather wet up all your pillows at night thinking... [Hook:]
That's all I know, that's all I know That's all I know, that's all I...
[Bridge:] Hey Cheer up! Ey lil' mama cheer up!
You got your whole life to live, ey why you want tear up? Don't let them lil' boy comp... Hey, hey!
[Verse 2:] Yea, I wake up in the morning and I ask my self Is life wort living, should I blast myself? Don't even wanna get up out of bed I got the Glock to my head, feel I rather be dead Hey, am I hopeless? Raised with rats and roaches Never like them Teachers, couldn't stand my coaches Ask what's the matter but you can't relate Living the life that you hate but you can't escape Feel like I'm stuck here, that's why I won't give the fuck here There's no luck here! No body to trust here My own mother yeah I love her But things I heard as a child under my covers Left me with scars, it was hard to see her suffer Blocking my heart and I don't know if I'll recover I'm going under and as I'm headed to the front door She said she proud of me and I wonder what for And once more