Now I should cry
It was years ago
Inside of me
So much I can? t control

I am hiding from life
I isolate my self
I keep it all inside
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I never speak the words
That tells how I feel
I walk around in silence
And hide from things so real

I do not longer care
I am filled with fear
I hold back my tears