So, I prayed... But you weren't listening. Making miracles? So, I begged... But you were far away. Saving souls perhaps? So, I screamed... But she was very small And you have worlds to mend. So, she died... And you were glorious. But you were somewhere else. If you are my shepherd Then I'm lost and no one can find me. If you are my saviour Then I'm dead and no one can help me. If you are my glory Then I'm sick and no one can cure me. If you light my darkness Then I'm blind and no one can see me. If you are my father Then love lies abandoned and bleeding. If you are my comfort Then nightmares are real and deceiving. If you are my answer Then I must have asked the wrong question. I'd spit on your heaven If I could find one to believe in.