To be alive is the worst
That's what I feel
Along with the fact that I cannot love myself
Makes me want to vomit just thinking about it
All of your mimicking
Cheap friendships and worthless values
What I want to fuckin' destroy is
This world and myself
Who can't understand that?
Nothing in this world has value
Go MAD
I cannot love myself
What I still can't get rid of
Is the notion that someone will come and find me
Somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe
I dream
The pitiful life
That's right, grovel
And expose that shameful life of not being able to die
What I want to fuckin' destroy is
This world and myself
Who can't understand that?
Go MAD
I cannot
Go MAD
Chase it until death
Go MAD
I cannot
Don't miss your mark
What I still can't get rid of
Is the notion that someone will come and find me
Somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe
I dream
As I entered your eyes, what color was I bleeding?
The kind look on your face disappears Without being able to say goodbye
To be alive is the worst
That's what I feel
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