I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out........
(I'm hopeless), they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin crazy.........
(Forgive me); they wanna see me in my casket
and if I don't blast I'll be the victim of them bastards
I'm losin hope, they got me stressin, can the Lord forgive me
Got the spirit of a thug in me
Another sip of that drink, this Hennessey got me queasy
Don't wanna hurl, young nigga take it easy
Picture your dreams on a triple beam, and it seems
don't underestimate the power of a
To my homies on the block
slangin rocks with your glocks put this tape in your box
When you're runnin from the cops -- and never look back
If they could be black, then they would switch
Open fire on them busta-a$$ bitits, .. .
I wonder if the Lord will forgive me and bury me a G
I couldn't let my adversaries worry me
and every single day it's a test, wear a bulletproof vest
and still a ni99a stressin over death
If I could choose when a ni99a die, figure I'd
take a puff on the blunt, and let my trigga fly
When everyday it's another death, with every breath,
it's a constant threat, so watch yo' step!
You could be next if you want to, who do you run to?
Murderin ni99az, look what it's come to
My memories bring me misery, and life is hard
in the ghetto, it's insanity, I can't breath
Got me thinkin, what do Hell got?
Cause I done suffered so much, I'm feelin shell-shocked.....
And driveby's an everyday thang
I done lost too many homies to this motherfucken game
Fuck the five-oh cause they after me
Kill me if they could, I'll never let em capture me
Done lost too many ni99az to this gangbangin
Homies died in my arms, with his brains hangin, fucked up!
I had to tell him it was alright, and that's a lie
and he knew it when he shook and died, (my God)
Even though I know I'm wrong man
Hennessey make a ni99a think he strong, man
I can't sleep, so I stay up, don't wanna fuck them bitits
Try to calm me down, I ain't givin up
I'm gettin lost in the weed, man, gettin high
Livin everyday, like I'm gon' die (Gnonna die ganna die)
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out, and if I wasn't high
probably try to blow my brains out
David – Lord Knows Lyrics