Today I woke up happy.
There was something in the back
Creeping depression, manic and black.
Of my mind.
No way to get my happiness back.

Dark Thoughts Misery
Dark Thoughts There are no words
Dark Thoughts Self pity
Dark Thoughts There are no words
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No energy for suicide.
I'm not that far gone.
No solutions present themselves.
Can't accept reality.
I'm caught in between.
I'm caught in between.

Dull lingering feeling.
Starting at the ceiling.
Ringing in my ears
Hum increases in my brain.
Driving me