That I put on
When Im not at home
When Im not alone
But it is so hard
To make that smile
cause I know Ill be at home
And alone in a while
And if I look in a mirror
I see my eyes start to tear
I cant help but cry
Since you said goodbye
Ive got to hide
Whhat Im feelin inside
Cant let them see
How youre hurtin me
So I guess thats what Ill do
Wont let them see through
Wont let them know
That you could hurt me so
Ive got a laugh
That I put on
When Im not at home
When Im not alone
But it is so hard
To fake that laugh
When my insides are cryin
And my hearts torn in half
And all the music I hear
And things I valued so dear
Make me feel so blue
They all remind me of you
(now) what can I do
(now) that our love is through
And my purpose is gone
Still I got to live on
I guess thats what Ill do
I wont let them see through
I wont let them know
That you could hurt me so