If I could find the time
I'd find the time to sit and hold your hand
Try like hell to make you understand
I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can't decide... is it all a blessing in disguise?
My whole life flashes before my eyes
And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers
I know you can't believe how we perceive things so differently
You think I chose this?
You think I chose this?
You chose this path for me
If I could, I would turn back the hands of time
Do it all again, maybe then you'd see what makes me tick
I know you wonder why I've got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I can't decide.
Is it all a blessing in disguise
In disguise?