Awake I ponder on my mistakes of what I said, it is always my esteen that i
Sure lose playing those stupid games that I always end up chasing you
I cant help myself anymore
Rehearsing my thoughts as Im too scared to come to your door
I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you
But now you wont talk to me for something that I didnt do
Its not gonna work
And Im trying not to think of you
Im all confused as I think of the things I would do
Im all shook up as I get all nervous inside
My emotions are something that I will always hide my ways