You give us dreams to wake us up. You say, â€śTake
Pride in the provision.â€ť When all we see is the
Face of defeat you say, â€śTake pride in the provision.â€ť
My futureâ€™s finally found me, figured me
Out. Itâ€™s painful. Itâ€™s tough. I never saw it coming.
Come as it may, because all of this life is a lesson
Iâ€™d rather learn than end up in a cold covered up
Dark grave. These are the words of a man who
Finally let go. These are the goals of a man whoâ€™s
Laid it all down. Losing it all made me realize
I am the victim, the culprit, the casualty, and the
Cause. Losing it all led me to you. Iâ€™m sick. I need
Sight. I need help. I need you, and Iâ€™m not getting
Any better. I am the deceiver. Iâ€™m not getting
Any better. Iâ€™m the thief, the whore, the murderer.
Itâ€™s times like these you forget to remember
Who you are. The way up is down. Truth is found
When life throws you out and kicks you to the
Curb. Iâ€™m just as much the problem as the man
Behind bars. He did with his business what I do
In my heart. You wronged me. You crossed me.
Iâ€™ll never let it ruin me. Lessons are learned deep
Down within my heart. The worst men make the
Best stories come true. The past is a part of me,
But not who I am. I realize my identity is not in
What Iâ€™ve seen but in what I believe to be true.
I know what I need now. All that was lost is not
Lost. Even the worst of mankind canâ€™t disrupt
Sovereignty. Youâ€™ve given me this nightmare to
Wake me up. You say, â€śTake pride in the provision.â€ť
Youâ€™ve given me more than enough. You
Say, â€śTake pride in the provision.â€ť