I don't remember when I got cold it was when he would lay into me Told that your worthless from five years old. Is it part of your destiny. He's standing next to me. I cannot breath. When will I have the guts to leave? Runaway from all that is sacred Escaping the shadows over me. Run away. You'll never make it. It's al that a child believes. I don't remember when I felt warm. I was never quite good enough. I only wanted the simple things like being told you were loved he's still supporting me but where's the faith. Looking in his eyes I sense his hate I never cry for sadness. I cut off from the pain. I won't forget your madness but I'll forgive you anyway. He's standing next to me. I cannot breath. When will I have the questions leave.