My drama unfolds behind closed doors
Told on the down low
I believe that Im sold
But really I dont know
Maybe its better but I cant think so
Maybe its better to fight
One never ever know
Believe the rumors that grow like tumors
Its more fun than the truth that we know
Trying to hard to reach a highter plain
Will fuck you up
When you least expect it
You think youre moving closer
When suddenly you wrecked it
But all the same the pain gains wisdom
As if you aint had enough
Then youre in some
Prison of your own creation mental dilation
Look at what youre facing
Placing blame in every direction
But in the end its your own infection
Theres no way to avoid listening
Youll always end up listeing
Heres hoping the voices arent too unkind
Heres hoping the voices are benign
Its easier when you hear it
Theres no reason to fear it
Its you
You
You think theyll probally find you
Well then, youre probally right
Cuz theyll come back to remind you for eternity
Of when you gave up the fight
Somehow they always will find you
The voices in the night, every night
Keep coming back to remind you for eternity
Of when you gave up the fight
Theres no way to avoid listening
Youll always end up listeing
Heres hoping the voices arent too unkind
Heres hoping the voices are benign
Its easier when you hear it
Theres no reason to fear it
Its you
You