Lifes Full Of Upz, N Downz Homie,
Gotta Take The Gudd With The Bad,
Sometimes you Wanna Take That East Way Out,
But Nahh...
Can't Do That,
It Mite Be Worse On The Other Side,
Gotta Keep Strugglin',
Keep Strivin',
Make The Best Of It While Ur Here,
Even If It Is Hell On Earth...
What Am I Worth?
Am I More Hated Or Loved?
How Am I Looked Upon By The Powers Above?
What's In Store For Me Other Than War In The Streets?
A Shot In Heaven's Lookn Grim,
With Out Remorsin Me,
No One Was Forcin Me To Live The Life I've Lived,
But The Yoc Influence Infected My Head,
I Made My Own Bed,
Dug My Own Grave When I Die,
Cuz I Refuse To Be A Slave While Alive,
I Never Followed Orders,
Never Took Commands,
Well Catch Me If you Can, I'll Be Damned If I Stand Still,
Officer Killed People That I Mite've Done,
Healed People To,
But Not Jus Anyone,
Religiously Livin Under The Gun,
My Soul Is At The Mercy Of The Father N Son,
I Search My Concious, For Remorse Till My Heart Doesn't Sting,
I've Hurt My Homies, N my Family,
N Death I Will Bring,
God I Warned 'Em.
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Tryin To Win Is This Life Of Sin,
Sometimes I Wish This Life Wudd End,
To Rid Me Of This Pain N Agony,
But Who's To Say Theirs Brighter Days?
There's A Chance I'll Lay Where The Fires Blazed,
So Imma Keep Livin My Life How It Has To Be,
Loyalty Above All Lawz,
Never Turn Ur Backk,
You Chose To Live This Life,
Don't Get Out Becomin A Rat,
You Knew The Consequences Before you Got Caught,
But you Let Ur Jaw Talk When The Steel Door Lockks,
Hopin To Walk,
Even God Looks At you Ashamed,
But He's Who Created you,
So Who Can He Blame?
Where As Me, I Cudd Blame Ur ass In A Second,
Cuz Ur The Type To Hop Up In The Game Jus To Wreck It,
So Called 'Homie', Snitch Infected,
I Feel Sooo Disrespected,
I Have No Problem Leavin All His Bones Disconnected,
Thoughts Of Satan Are Reflected In My Daily Routine,
So Don't Take It Personally, If I Look At you Mean,
I'm Jus Caught Up In The Life That I Made For Myself,
As I'm Runnin The Streets,
My Mother Prays For My Health,
And God 80% Of My Thoughts Are Gudd Intentions,
So When I she'd My Skin Please Allow Me Some Redemption,
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Tryin To Win Is This Life Of Sin,
Sometimes I Wish This Life Wudd End,
To Rid Me Of This Pain N Agony,
But Who's To Say Theirs Brighter Days?
There's A Chance I'll Lay Where The Fires Blazed,
So Imma Keep Livin My Life How It Has To Be,
(Tryna Win In This Life Of Sin)
Where Does Blackbird Rest?
God Does He Rest In Peace?
Cuz He Better Damn Well Not Rest In Misery,
I Kno He Did Some Things That Had The Police Speakin With Him,
But If you Send Him To Hell,
What The Fukk Are you Thinkn?
Regardless When My Departure Is Due,
Send Me On Thru,
Where The Hardest Player Flames burn, Black Bird I'm With you,
I Feel you All Around Me,
Ur Spirit Surrounds Me,
At Times you Helped Me Backk From Crossin Dangerous Boundaries,
You Enter My Dreams, N Let Me Kno Differents Things,
Somtimes It Takes Awhile Before I Figure Out What It Means,
But I Get The Picture,
Ur Tellin Me 'I'm With Ya',
N I Heard you When you Whispered 'Sorry Bout That Time I Hit Ya, Wood'
It's All Gudd, you Where Stressed Out Homie,
N At Times, I Feel U're The Only One That Know Me,
N While Ur On The Other Side, Awatin My Arrival,
I'm Out Here In The Jungle Challengin My Survival,
But I Ain't Really Trippin,
When I Go I Gotta Go,
Cuz N I Kno U'll Be There To Greet Me At The Front Door,
But In The Mean Time,
Tell Raymond, N The Babies, Alyssa, N My Grandparents,
I Think About 'Em Daily,
I Miss Y'all
[[Chorus]]
Tryin To Win Is This Life Of Sin,
Sometimes I Wish This Life Wudd End,
To Rid Me Of This Pain N Agony,
But Who's To Say Theirs Brighter Days?
There's A Chance I'll Lay Where The Fires Blazed,
So Imma Keep Livin My Life How It Has To Be,
Tryin To Win Is This Life Of Sin,
Sometimes I Wish This Life Wudd End,
To Rid Me Of This Pain N Agony,
But Who's To Say Theirs Brighter Days?
There's A Chance I'll Lay Where The Fires Blazed,
So Imma Keep Livin My Life How It Has To Be,
Tryna Win In This Life Of Sin
Tryin To Win Is This Life Of Sin,
Sometimes I Wish This Life Wudd End,
To Rid Me Of This Pain N Agony,
But Who's To Say Theirs Brighter Days?
There's A Chance I'll Lay Where The Fires Blazed,
So Imma Keep Livin My Life How It Has To Be,
