In this moment I have chosen
I'm alive but I am broken
I need purpose to defer this
All the feelings of being worthless
I need meaning, I am bleeding
And I'm dying in my in-most being
What controls us and corrodes us
I have phobias of dying all alone
Give me something for this nothing
That overcomes me stop this haunting
Give me something that can numb me
From this hurting, stop this haunting
Stop this haunting me
Try to reach me while I'm breathing
Try to keep this heart beating
Will you love me, will you break me
Will you save me or erase me
I give all this all my weakness
All my failures and my regrets
To know God and to feel wanted
To feel anything but haunted
Give me something for this nothing
That overcomes me stop this haunting
Give me something that can numb me
From this hurting, stop this haunting
Stop this haunting me
I need a moment to believe
I need a second just to breathe
Figure out what's haunting me
Or it will be the death of me