I down my oxy on the hour
Curl up crying in the shower
Different stranger every night
Pretending I’m alright
I keep the lights on while I sleep
I throw up everything I eat
I’m dying, but I stay out late
Pretending I’m okay
Knee-deep in oblivion
One more step, I’m gone
Drowning in the pain, I’m going through a crisis
Pill to kill the ache, addicted to my vices
Body going numb, I'm left here on my own
Breathing but I’m broken
I drive without a place to go
I sit alone with curtains closed
I shop with cards that aren’t mine
Pretending I’m just fine
I pass out in the living room
I cover up with cheap perfume
I’ve wasted nights and wasted days
Pretending I’m just great
Knee-deep in oblivion
One more step, I’m gone
Chorus
I’m trying and I’m trying and I’m lying too much
I’m feeling like I’m dying, am I trying enough?
I’m lying and I’m trying way too hard to forget
The feeling of you leaving and the memory in my head
I’m trying and I’m trying and I’m lying too much
I’m feeling like I’m dying, am I trying enough?
I’m lying and I’m trying too hard to forget
The feeling of you leaving and the memory
Chorus
Left here on my own, left to my own devices
Now my body’s numb, I’m going through a crisis
Pill to kill the ache, addicted to the pain
Breathing but I’m broken
Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower
Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower
Oxy on the hour, curl up in the shower
Breathing but I'm broken
