I thought about my life, and what I? E done this year.
Sometimes even to afraid to think of my fears.
A memory so young but not so long ago.
I thought about that night, it was almost Christmas time.
It seems like life just tries to pass me by.
If only I knew what to do right now.
Sometimes I seem so eager not to try.
I'll just have to wait for Christmas time.
Anxiety that thickens every day.
I woke up late today, the feeling came and went away.
So much wasted time, I? E just got to clear my mind.
I? L just fall asleep and dream of Christmas time.
Can? It always be like Christmas time in memory?
I wish I could know what the future holds for me.
I think life is like a gift opened everyday.
I wish I could know? But I don? Know.
