If you could just
Understand what's in my head
I'm lost forever, I've been mislead
I've lived, I've died, and I have bled
For all the words I've left unsaid
Memories, they cloud my mind
All of the people I've left behind
At least I can say that I tried
It's not my fault, now let it die
If I left this place without a trace
No one could even recognize my face
Why do I feel like a fucking disgrace?
Lay me to rest and cover my grave
I cannot feel
I'm only good at hiding
And I'm glad that you remind me
Of the things I left behind me
This bed that I lay in
Only holds me back
And these walls just can't protect me
You're not the only one who left me
(All alone)
Why do I push away
The people who stood by me
Things are different now I'm better
At least that's what I like to tell myself
Take my word
I know this hurts
Forgive yourself
Let it go
Take my word
I know this hurts
Forgive yourself
Let it go