The weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words I didnґt say
Iґm sorry - didnґt wanґt to close the door
Just afraid to suffocate inside this these arms where iґll find comfort
I will try not to break another mirror because that would be that I only break myself
My eyes have never felt so soar - if I had only known more
A selfish boy with fear and doubt afraid to let it inside
Self centered - myself to blame - death is fucking you insane
I promised myself that I wouldnґt break it another time
No questions asked through all the time - just answers taken
My guilt - my thoughts - my mind
Where - whoґs to judge?
I think I need to breath - let the door be open
The only one who is choking me is myself
Why canґt I see?
Why canґt I see that you are the sun - the rain - the fuel I need inside
I will try - I wonґt listen - I will cry