So maybe this is what it's like
To not remember what it's like
Not having you around
And I don't believe
You'd be here if you could
But then again
You never said you would
I make up promises you never made
To waste space and time
And make like I'm doing fine
Make like I'm having a fun time
Out of my heart
So I feel nothing
So I can't get hurt
So I won't care anymore
I'll be fine if I never feel a thing again
I'll be even better I'll be all the better
Then & only then
Come and take away my want
It doesn't matter what I want
I hear lobotomies are free these days
I doubt now
Your gestures are sincere
You goddamn piece of shit broken mirror
I don't know what I want
Or what I've got
What's free is yours
I don't care if you break my heart
