Joell OrtizSay Yes

If God came to you And asked you “Will you give me your all?“ Would you say “yes?“ Lord, I'm all your's, forgive me for all flaws There's so many, there's so many, there's so many There's so many, there's so many, there's so many I've been disobeying your laws I've been living life how I felt, I been saying "yes" when I want I've been dipping into temptation, it was that fool's gold that I'd flaunt It was them devil riches I seeked It was all of your jewels that I lost Lord, I wanna take this time to thank you Even when I starting driving off course You ain't let me crash into that wall Feel like I was never driving at all I felt your hands all on that wheel Heard your voice in every dope deal Saw your light in every dark thought I was out here, ignoring your will I left your side, but you ain't leave mine How many times I said "it's the last time"? Lord, I just gotta get off this last time I'mma get a job, save every last dime I lied to my god, life is so hard One of my most used excuses for me to just Hold tools and live ruthless Buying that pro tools was just useless Dust collecting, wait a fucking second I just cussed 'cause check it Even though I'm rapping, lot of blessings happen It feel like I'm slapping even more than before Am I disrespecting when I'm spitting this message? Every time I can Will my fans accept it? Should I even care? Still second guessing when I know what's first I'mma miss this blessing, man I'm just confessing Yeah I'm out the hood, but everything ain't good There's so many, there's so many, there's so many There's so many things that I could Be out here doing and knowing that I should And if it's not getting done, I'm adding more wood To the fire, I'mma burn in later, when I turn, the saviour Gon be standing there like you would Be in my kingdom, but I was singing And your ears was ringing, you would feel that tingling Kinda scratch it off and continue mingling In a party drinking, all that unclean thinking, while it's blasting off Your new record felt good now, didn't it? You was on fire, now it's infinite Man, I'm getting scared as I'm writing this But I'm quiet in the flame as I'm spitting it See this is my deliverance For the first time I ain't only talking, I'm living it No more laying down with women just Lusting disgusting, trust me my faith is unlimited No more posting and pivoting on blocks like I'm getting it Countin dividends Work up in the Timberlands, servin ‘em like Wimbleton, Hurtin my community worse, every person I distributed I attributed to they spirit givin in, So every time they sin again that’s another strike for me Can’t believe that kind of livin was aight with me Man fuck my life, they say life’s a B Guess I was fuckin her too, no surprise to me Since I was handin' out pipe for free 5-Foot-3, nice physique, hop up in the ride with me And lean back in the driver’s seat Every night with a stranger, but look how I changed up I’m chillin on the road, got my wife with me And my boobie’s smooth while all the groupies drooled She just smilin and enjoyin this life with me But see lyin to God has only lied to me, so Lord Them dopeboys still tied to me I ain’t buyin ki’s but they’ll die for me and I’ll die for them That feels right to me If I’m wrong keep your scrawnies ? And fight for me I got a little bit of Christ in me But I ain’t perfect, I feel that worship for your word as it grows inside of me But I feel guilty 'cause though I feel it I don’t fully embrace it Man I just conceal it 'Til we all alone and then my knees get filthy as I drop before you like “lord, you feel me? You must think I’m silly, even I don’t feel me, ” Feel like I’m actin while my conscience filming Feel like my soul is sayin “Joell, really?” Feel like my soul is sayin “Joell, really?!" There’s so many, there’s so many, there’s so many, there’s so many Things I gotta fix for any of your joy really fulfills me Forgive me Lord, man Say yes, oh Say yes, say yes Say yes, oh © 2019