I don't know why but I got this evil in my mind
Anger depression and hate make go fucking blind
Irrationality is my reality
This mental prison, there's escape in sight
This face doesn't coincide and the smile just cannot hide
When I have the urge to hurt and
Everyday keeps getting worse
My will to persist is running dry and
My discontent with this life makes me question why
Why go on?
Why face another day?
Life goes on, or so I used to say
Everyday I wake up is only out of spite
It's all right in front of me
Nothing at all, it surrounds me
I think I know why these twisted thoughts
Consume my brain
The Walking product of a life of endless fucking pain
Solution found in the form of a gun
Point it to your head
Pull the trigger, it's fucking done
I want my revenge
For the days I've lived
Get back the time taken from me
So I can throw it away again
I'm staring down at eternity
Living every day just to die
Close my eyes until the world stops turning
Nothing and no one can tell me
What I want to hear
These visions become clear
I'm just killing myself to live
I'm coming apart
So watch me unravel
Deep inside my head
As I travel to the end
