Im addicted period. you know. i mean like. and it's weird because so many of the
Population, so much of the population is addicted or - or you know compulsive.
And impulsive. im really, like, compulsive about shit. when i can't fix my head
With, you know, with a certiain drug or whatever I'll clean somehitng up. you
Know. or i'll, i get really like, fucking fidgety and uncomfortable and i get,
I fly off the handle easy, you know. it's like if it's not, if im not gorging
Myself on, on, on one thing im fucking...im trying to fill that, that hole some
Other way, you know what i mean. it's always this great feeling of need and it
Doesnt't ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular, it's just something
That you don't know what it is which drives you that much more insane sometimes.
You know. and that's what a lot of people today, um, suffer from and a lot of
People don't even realise it. you know. i don't profess to know everything about
It but. u know. i don't know. i just uh. i know that there's that hole that needs
O be filled. and uh. a lot of people die trying.