Got my feet on the street and my head in the clouds
It ain’t easy to sleep when you’re spinning around
I got an ocean of grief just pouring down on me
It comes without warning I hope that I can keep it
Down on my luck and there’s no one around
Yeah it’s stupid as fuck and I know how it sounds
Must’ve been a relief getting rid of me
Must feel so much lighter now that you’ve been unbound
Now I know
What emptiness is, so I’ll go it alone
Too fucking tired to bother to dial the phone
I’m still mourning the life that I left behind
You wanna settle the score
Well, I’m trying
Who’s selling self-control?
'Cause I’m buying
Now I know
Now I know it all
Now I know
It ain’t easy to live when you’re dying
Now I know
How loneliness feels, so I'm ready to go
Just fucking trying to live and I'm taking it slow
It ain't heavy, it ain't heaven