[Verse 1]
Spitting fountains in the parking lot
And everyone's ashamed of the person that I have become
And I’m the one to blame
I let it get to this point
Breathe in the air
A certain moment of clarity can show you what's there
Even through all the haze
[Verse 2]
But pushing back a fog with a fan only works a short-lived moment
'Cause I would drive right through the storm, let the sun provide a [?]
But it’s hard to press the gas when your leg shakes involuntarily
Thoughts [?] distraction and you drive without sincerity
[Bridge]
Wait, let me get this shit clear
I think it takes self-realization to understand that there are certain things that can never be abated
But memory loss, unabashed disinclination
I think it finally makes sense
It's a [?] interpretation of a problem with myself
I need help, and I'm not [?]
Another night and a little bit of light to help me brighten up the future
In hindsight, how the fuck did I not think of any of this at all before?
[Outro]
A lack of dopamine is a reason to be alone
Finally, my head feels like it's become a home
While it rains just a little bit
Fuck
