[Verse 1]
My life is a seminal fake
And I’m only ever thinking of a terrible thing
It’s not like I had reason for leaving you
Thinking I could fix it if it wasn’t for Adderall
Who’s got time for the shit that you take?
So take a break from the ache and push the feeling away
It’s not like I had reason for leaving you
Thought I wouldn’t be missing you
All the things that we never do but could
[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Come closer, chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?
Come closer, chosen meaning
[Verse 2]
And it’s gone—impression in likeness alone
If I showed that I’m frightened and young, would it take?
Without a reason—it comes, then it’s gone
Tilting from right to wrong
I never listen, is something missing?
Had my permission, wishing, we’ll never know
[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Come closer, chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?
[Verse 3]
My mind in the terminal phase
And it’s all we got feeling: just a cynical shame
It’s not like I had reason for seeing through
Everybody takes—what did I leave with you?
Who’s got time for the shit that you take?
So take a break from the ache and push the feeling away
It’s not like I had reason for leaving you
Thought I wouldn’t be missing you
All the things that we never do but should
[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Come closer, chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference to deficit?
Can you say it a different way?