Sittin back I only wish,
Today will turn out fine,
And wash away the stain,
The poison in my eyes,
What do you recommend,
I feel my life descending,
I'm fallin outta reach,
Catch me as I bleed (again)
I'm not insane,
Can't reach the pain.
[Chorus:]
If I could be all by myself,
I could be me,
I you could see, live with my pain,
The thoughts that I keep.
I hate the way they are,
Thier patronising thoughts,
Tried to get inside my head,
Ask the questions I have read,
But one thing makes it hard,
Feel so fragile as I cry,
So confused yet so alive,
So abused the system lied,
You lied to me.
I'm not insane,
Can't reach the pain.
[Chorus:]
Alone,
Alone.
Hands appeared around my neck,
Felt so hard to breath I stared,
As my focus turned to haze,
I could see them.
I'm not insane,
Can't reach the pain.
[Chorus:]
If I could be all by myself,
I could be free,
If you could see, live with my pain,
The thoughts that I keep,
Alone, Alone, Alone.
Descend,
Descend.
