Down on the floor I wept
Gun to my head to end the spiraling down
In my drunkenness I slipped
I fell asleep at the edge of an abyss
Silencing all my cries for help instead I gave up
With a primal sigh
Someday i'll have the guts to silence my raging mind
And shut it up
You called the cops on me
Slurring my speech I lied to the police
"there's no guns in the house"
"i'll be alright my life just got changed around"
Nothing I say is true, I live my life day to day just clinging to
The hope that i'll have the guts to silence my raging mind
And shut it up
