(1st Verse)
Was it all but a dream, my heart sinks I detest my own speech
I can hear the walls speaking my name they seek
Wasn’t it me speaking when I could feel two hearts at beat up in the back of my brain
Caught in a trap slipping through the cracks
Need to relax caught in the act and I keep thinking about it
Pushed to the brink my knees scared and body fatigues I need to fight or succumb to defeat
Is it a self-created myself I’m hating fuck wealth I’m aiming to cure my health in lamens
Is it paid in black in depth the contract
The debt that I inherit for bringing myself back
In my eyes I see nothing but him
Is it a lie is it me or is it something within
Either way not to punk and pretend but no pity for the coward who can’t cover his ends
(Chorus)*
I know it seems dark, but sometimes you got to fight with your whole heart
No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark
I know it seems dark, but sometimes you got to fight with your whole heart
No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark
As you bask in the breeze of discontent the earth vents and blinds a clean sleet
In time you’ll find the weak freeze, in the past where were leaving the waste we call grief cause
I know it seems dark, but some times you got to fight with your whole heart
No matter how hard that it gets at the best you just strive to the spark
[Bridge]
With the military grip one hand on the jack second hand on my axe just if I slip
Stuck deep in a pit my brain regrets, delayed defence unstable will I live?
I can’t see, engrave the last scene I pray that my thoughts seize and lay in them six feet
23 long years still I beat my thoughts ripping I’ve never submitted into defeat, fear me
(2nd Verse)
As I collect myself in broken pieces
I gaze in the mirror to liquefy this thesis, ideology me thinking I need this
Feeling inside let me iron out the creases, trust to believe that my will breaches government bases thoughts that are diseases
Caught myself in a gaze of shattered glass picking myself up now should never be a task
Extract the pitch black demand that it falls back install the white wall of strength in my core that’s
White hot to handle, pure love demands you, blank mind like vandals
In time everything heals but even time shuts down and it cancels
Eye for and eye leave me blind light the candle
Search my diverse mind and hurt whatever it is paying me out now I demand you
(Chorus)*