6:30 in the morning and I wake up
Slept bad but not enough
Feeling my hands - seeming outta blood
This house is cold as fuck
I wanna turn around and nod
But no way some motherfucker knocks
From beyond my forehead steady like a clock
Work calls me I'm ignoring it
Cause I been working all night shit
These four walls have seen me lately
But they failed to recognize me
Cause I locked myself up in a room
Empty just to think about what to do
Empty like my belly these days
So I put my story on paper - with every detail
But deleted this shit and burned the remains
Cause nobody should ever read it
Every day is the same
And I mark time while I'm going insane
Don't know what the next step could be
Then I hear a voice whispering to me saying
I'm from where the wind blows cold
No place that anybody knows
Somewhere between time and space
This a lesson kid read it from my face
As its word reaches my ear
I find me lost between calm and fear
Gotta make a vow to get my life back under control
I have limited time yet my thoughts they begin to stroll
Whos work is this I'm doing right now
I waste my energy my body and my mind on
And my time also -
I need a bullet in my head like I am Waldo
I talk so much when I'm alone
That I got nothing to say when people are around
No problem with that since I found out
More than one job - no time to go out
I'm clutching at straws
To justify this way - honestly
I'm at the bottom of the river with a brick
Maybe that is the price you pay - slowly
Changing my mood from desperation to neglect means
Imma hold the wheel looser than before
Cause I don't fear the trees not anymore
Got a lot to say - a lot is left behind
But I'm not sure if I should rewind
Or even write - just to remind myself
Cause I struggle to think about if I should think about it well
I'm from where the wind blows cold
No place that anybody knows
Somewhere between time and space
This a lesson kid read it from my face
I'm as tall and as cold as the moon
I deliver wise and clear your mood
No shape and warm like your blood
At this side all things turn into dust