It's getting harder for me to be alright
Eyes adjusting to the dark
The momentum of all these last resorts
Built inside of me
I always believed there was a way
To get out of end times
Everything I was or said I am
Breaking inside of me
I hope you'll think of me one day
But even in my dreams
I wasn't good to you
I know I'll fall apart someday
But even in my dreams
I've always avoided you
I see a rose and feel disdain
The adoration and boredom of it
All the tired repose that it gives
Dead and meaningless
I don't wanna be bitter anymore
Bitterness is the sin
I wanna be soft and innocent
Soft as any palm
I hope you'll think of me one day
But even in my dreams
I wasn't good to you
I know I'll fall apart someday
But even in my dreams
I never trusted you
Just got into town
I passed by your house last night
No light
Don’t ever come back to me
Never
I've gone my whole life looking for something to love
I can't find that thing
To love
Please turn away the bad thing
