[Verse 1]
I wanted to be a smoking man
Filter out all the lies
I'm bending the darkness with my lights
Until every breath was timed
But I choked myself in my own hate
I replay my death until it's not pretend
I wanted to be the holy man
All-knowing and always right
I've never believed that this would it end
The sick, little trip of life
But I melt into the street again
As I walk the pattern, meet my end
And the devil comes to greet me like a friend
[Chorus]
I wanna see it, I wanna feel it again
I wanna see it, let it consume me again
I wanna take it, if you would let me in
I wanna know it, let me love it again
I wanna see it, I wanna feel it again
I wanna see it, let it consume me again
I wanna take it, if you would let me in
I wanna know it, let me love it again
[Interlude]
[Verse 2]
I built the cage, I'm locked inside
Uninspired by [?] to find
Reality dances in my eyes
So, I walk in crooked in lines
[Outro]
Don't wanna see it, don't wanna feel it again
Don't wanna see it, it won't consume me again
Don't wanna take it, please don't let me in
Don't wanna know it, no, I can't love it again
