Wicked seeds of desperation
Who’d ever dream that this memory would come back?
Evil deeds that breed temptation
I close my eyes but I cannot relax
I can’t assume to know his reasons
I can’t attempt to put a name upon his face
Empty eyes will see the demon
If I could I would leave this place ‘cos
Part of me doesn’t even care
Part of me wasn’t even there
Another wave to crash around me
A pulling current that brings me to my knees
Where was I during the beating?
Separation of body and mind and
Part of me doesn’t even care
Part of me wasn’t even there
I can still see his face
The lines upon his face
And if I could erase the hate
That breeds this nightmare
And how was I to know?
A child of twelve years old
A hollow seed
And I could be
Whatever I want to be
(I can be, I can be, I can be
Whatever I… wanna be)
I’ll be…
If you tell me…
Part of me doesn’t even care
Part of me wasn’t even there
Part of me doesn’t even care
Part of me wasn’t even there