Habit's what it's become
Seems like I'm alone
No one to love me
A proud man is gone
The one in control
Is no longer known
Living in a haze
Hell I've been shown
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
To think is to be
Therefore I am not
Living's not the word
Applying to me
No longer I can
See what I should do
Do with my life
Do with myself
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
Now I've lost all hope
To get me of the hook
No prospect for me
Into hell I look
If I cannot find redemption
At least there will be oblivion
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need