So while I'm still alive
I want to apologize
For nothing that I did
And not a word I said
I bled it right to you
And meant it as I spoke
It was something that I had to do
The words that made me choke
I sit back and detatch
To watch the passage
Of times and places
And anonymous faces
So while I'm alive
I want to make it clear
I would rather be elsewhere
And I want to disappear