Shoved in to this box you've put me in
Kept locked down, if trapped I suffocate
Livid in this world you've created
Searching for a doorway
out of this sick, repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted
On repetitive thoughts that dictate my emotionless static
Causing hesitation
it pulls me under
Fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity
No time to ponder
Attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity
livid in a moment jaded
Still searching for a doorway
Out in to
A calmer blue
Holding on to the shadows
A restless reminder
It pushes me
into the next repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted
On repetitive thought that dictates my emotionless static
Causing hesitation
it pulls me under
Fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity
No time to ponder
Attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity
blinded by the rage I feel down inside
I contemplate my own suicide
Each time I feel like I've been denied
The right to freely express my mind
