Suicidal Failure Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Father forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, now I'll leave it up to you
I don't want to live, I don't know why
I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

[Verse 3]
I took all my mothers sleeping pills
I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison
And drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat
Put a noose around my head
I overdosed on heroin
But I'm still not dead

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

[Verse 4]
Death may not be the answer, it can't be all great
But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
I want to start my second life now
So shoot me with your gun

[Outro]
I'm looking forward
Suicidal
I'm really bored
Suicidal
You wanna die
Suicidal
Then die
Suicidal
Honestly
Suicidal
At the game
Suicidal
At the beach
Suicidal
At my school
Suicidal